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NAME: 大路痴
You only Live Once, so LIVE to dare, DARE to try, TRY to succeed, SUCCEED to fail, FAIL to learn, LEARN to live
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* A Tablet
* Iphone 4
* Coach or Gucci bag/pouch/wallet
* A Mont Blanc Pen
* A Nintendo Wii
* A car license
* A car
* A diving license
* Qualify for Achievers Club 2010
* Reach my ideal weight of 50kg
* Try Bungee Jumping
* Try 'The Line' buffet at Shangri La Hotel
* A Man Utd Home Jersey
* Watch a Man U match live at Old Trafford
* Go Taiwan/HK/Thailand/Korea/Japan/
/USA/Aussie/Europe
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
LOSING FAITH...
I am so confused... i really feel like giving up... Maybe we are just not meant to be.
I seem to be an obligation to him. Now it feels as though he is meeting me for the sake of meeting.
Everything seems so different now - the feelings, the things we do, the time we spend together...
Why do i feel that he does not seem to care as much as before?
Is it a torture for him to spend another 5 more mins with me?
Does he think of me only when he needs someone to accompany him or when he needs my help?
Are his friends more important to him than me or are those just some of his excuses to get away from me?
Why do i feel that i do not understand him at all despite being with him for more than 1 year?
Why is it things always don't turn out as what i expected?
Why can't he be more sensitive to my feelings?
Did he ever love me before?
I wish i know the answers to these questions right now. The longer it drags on, the more hurt i feel. Pretending that everything is fine between us is just deluding myself, deluding him and deluding everybody.
Am i too emotional? Am i too sensitive? Was it a mistake right from the start? Maybe.
Falling in love is easy, staying in love and making it last is a harder task to achieve.
If only things were that simple.
Posted by 大路痴
@ 12:13 AM
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