I know it’s April Fool’s Day today. But i am not joking.

For the first time in my life, I am seriously contemplating doing something which I used to shun away from. In fact, I even told myself that never ever in my lifetime am I gonna be one of “those people”. But now here I am, faced with this dilemma. Should I do it? By chance or maybe I should say due to the overly persistence of someone, I am beginning to look at “this thing” in a different light. Maybe it isn’t as bad as I thought. Ironically, even though I hate to admit, it did sort of fulfill certain aspects of my wishlist in a way - flexibility, chance to interact with people from all walks of life, challenge, free travel (if I am good enough), self development in terms of my self-confidence, PR skills, EQ/IQ and hopefully reaping what I sow, with huge rewards. But is it really that good?

Sounds too good to be true right? Or am I only seeing a side of the story? It is certainly not easy. There are people who have tried and failed. That is why I am hesitating. Because I know there is no such thing as a free lunch. Otherwise everyone will be flocking towards it. It is a risk I have to be prepared to take if I want to have a shot at being successful. Probably I am just trying to prove a point to someone that I am in control of my life. But what I can know for sure is that once I stepped into it, something is bound to change in me. It could be for the better or it could be for the worse.

Haiz… Maybe I shouldn’t think too much and give myself a chance. Just treat it as a learning curve and step out of my comfort zone for once. After all, like what I put in my blog’s motto:

“You only Live Once, so LIVE to dare, DARE to try, TRY to succeed, SUCCEED to fail, FAIL to learn, LEARN to live”

Can I do it? I certainly hope so. Believe! Believe! Try to believe!