Finally i got the mood to blog again....

It had been a trying and emotional period for the past few weeks. I literally went through periods of false hopes, anguish, pain, stress, irritation, surprise, gratefulness, anticipation and joy in a matter of weeks.

Things are starting to get back to normal. I am lying if i said that i did not think of him at all during this period. Certain things still reminds me of him and the memories we shared. It is just impossible to erase him totally from my memory right now. To make things worse, i do not know whether to laugh or cry over an incident which happened a few days ago.

My stupid brother was playing his Maple Story game (as usual!) and songs from Real Player concurrently. I was lazing on my bed reading the newspaper when suddenly a VERY familiar song started playing.

Brother: "This song very nice hor...."

Me: "...... Ya. "



The song is "No Promises" by Shayne Ward. Just found out the original song was sang by Bryan Rice. But i prefer Shayne's version plus he is sexier! Haha... It is a song which i fall in love with the moment i heard it. The music still gives me goosebumps everytime it was played - both romantic and sad. If a guy sang that to me, i think i will faint or melt on the spot! (Yes, i am a sucker for romance!) The music video is quite tragical. Both loves each other, but the guy was already dead while the girl yearns for her lost love. Even so, the guy is spiritually protecting her and by her side all the while without her knowledge. So sad... :'(

Anyway, back to the topic. This was the song which i set as my ringtone for that dumb man. Of course, my brother did not know that. Ironically, i downloaded this song way back last year. Out of the blue, he suddenly commented that this song is nice after i broke up with that dumb man. Furthermore, my brother belongs to the type that seldom listen to english song, not to even mention that it is nice. To add salt to my wound, he actually repeated that song continuously for 5 times and for the past few days as well -_-"' This is so unlike my brother! As for me, it was just deja vu. I LOVE this song yet this song just reminds me of HIM. Sigh~

Fortunately, many forms of distractions appeared recently to help me get over him. First, I just went through the torture of trying to concentrate for my tests and projects (Stressed!). An irritating guy keeps pestering me for the past 2 weeks (I had to think about how to deal with him. Arrgh!). Another 'interesting' guy somehow appeared, emailed me, chatted for a while and even told me that he can formulate a facial sample for me! O_o Should i take the risk? Haha... As for the 3rd guy, well... there are certain areas that we are quite similar. He actually told me before that beckham is cool and he likes Man U too :) Most importantly, he fits some of my 'criteria'. Hmm... Anyway, we are just friends right now. Whether there will be a possibility will depends on fate. It is still too early at this stage to think about the future.

I just have to mention this: I am going to sort of become an 'entrepreneur' together with my 2 SIM pals - Amy & Zhi Yun. We had been kind of planning and for my part, researching for the past 2 weeks. It could be another exciting phase of my life! I am SOOOOOO looking forward to it. I just hope it would be a success. For the moment, this plan got to be shelve till we finish our exams in May.

Amazingly, i went to the east side twice recently (which is a rare feat for me as i hate travelling there). Amy brought me to Bedok for a buddhist teaching. I have to say it was quite an eye opener and certainly something new to me. It was actually quite inspiring to hear real life stories of people who firmly believes in their faith.

In addition, i just went for my cousin's wedding solemnisation ceremony at Aranda Country Club - Pasir Ris (super far!). It was held on April Fool's Day! He even sms to inform us that this is not a joke. So funny... Actually it was the first time i attended such an event. Usually i only attended the wedding dinner. But this time round, there was no wedding dinner due to financial reasons. Actually wedding dinner is just an 'official announcement' that you are married in grand style under the public view. Of course given a choice, most people will like to have a wedding dinner. Well... i guess what matters most is whether the couple will be there for each other through thick and thin, for better and for worst right? It is more important to find someone who cherish you as much as you cherish him/her rather than have a great wedding dinner and then start saying i hate you or you hate me after that.

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