People make decisions everyday,
whether it's in a relationship, friendship, kinship, work or every other minor things in life.

Decisions in life often resulted in consequences.
The right decision can be sweet and rewarding
The wrong decision can come back to haunt you.

Some people make choices,
believing the decisions they made were alway right.
Some people regretted that decision,
when they realized everything is just not right.

A wrong decision can hurt a person.
A wrong decision can change a person's perception of another person
A wrong decision can make a bad situation even worse.

Is saying sorry going to reverse the fact that the damage is done?
Is saying sorry enough to lessen the pain inflicted upon another person?
Is saying sorry enough to absolve a person of any wrongdoing?

Talk is cheap.

Do people realized that sometimes the decision they made affected not only themselves, but people around them?

The fact is, when it gets too comfortable, one person will tend to take another person for granted. This can happen between a friend and another friend. Sometimes, being nice to someone doesn't mean that the person will treat you the same way in return. Some people are born to be selfish. When they need you, you are the most precious thing they have ever seen. Once they achieved their goal and no longer need you, you are a piece of junk. Then when they realised what they did, they tried to apologize for their actions. But is it too late? What's done cannot be undone. Part of the reasons why I was inspired to write this post was because although i was also a victim of the situation, i feel aggrieved for the person who was affected the most in this case.

The same thing can also happen in a relationship between a guy and a gal. For example, all the little things that X did for Y seem so insignificant when they are together. Only when X is no longer there, Y suddenly realized the importance of X and how much X has done for Y. At this moment, Y starts to regret and magically, all the same things X used to do suddenly seem so wonderful and dear to Y. Now, Y starts to use all kinds of methods to win back X. Y also tried to apologize for all the past mistakes and for hurting X. But, is it too late for Y to realize it now? Because during the period when Y is not around, X realized that there are people like W who knows how to treat X the way Y should have done in the first place. X also realised maybe W is really who X is looking for. Does Y just happened to be the right timing wrong person and maybe W is actually the right person but wrong timing? So X begins to wonder, maybe there really is a better world out there beyond Y's. Maybe there are a lot of Ws out there waiting for X to discover. But X is still confused about many things. X wonders whether Y should ever be forgiven. X is still thinking which decision is the best because X is afraid of making the same mistake over and over again.

Shit, i think i have not blog for so long till i don't know what i am talking about. I think i am getting too emo again. I should stop this. My friends were right. I should learn to love myself more each day. In that way, i can prevent myself from getting hurt less often.

I just love this song below. It's addictive yet totally reflects my current mood.

Apologize - Timbaland Featuring One Republic


Yes, it's too late to apologize. Sometimes, saying sorry just ain't enough...