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NAME: 大路痴



You only Live Once, so LIVE to dare, DARE to try, TRY to succeed, SUCCEED to fail, FAIL to learn, LEARN to live

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* A Tablet
* Iphone 4
* Coach or Gucci bag/pouch/wallet
* A Mont Blanc Pen
* A Nintendo Wii
* A car license
* A car
* A diving license
* Qualify for Achievers Club 2010
* Reach my ideal weight of 50kg
* Try Bungee Jumping
* Try 'The Line' buffet at Shangri La Hotel
* A Man Utd Home Jersey
* Watch a Man U match live at Old Trafford
* Go Taiwan/HK/Thailand/Korea/Japan/
/USA/Aussie/Europe

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  • SAY CHEEESSSEEEE!!! :DDD
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  • Sunday, December 26, 2010

    HURT...

    It really really hurts...

    The tears just can't stop flowing. I did not know that i have already fallen so deeply into this until this sudden change of event. After experiencing all the setbacks i had last time, i thought the situation with you will be different. In the end, i still faced another road block...

    Why???

    Why can't things be easier???

    The feeling was there, we both kinda knew how we felt about each other, though we never explictly say it out. After the other night, i realised the possibility. The chemistry was there, the feeling was right. It felt good to hold you up close. It was something that i had not experienced for a while. I started to miss you when you are not around. Seeing you put a smile back to my face. I wanted so much to tell you how i feel but i am scared of saying it. Things appear to be going through the right motion, yet at the same time there was a small lingering doubt, a slight confusion which prevented me from moving ahead. I just had to know the answer somehow. I do not want to repeat the same mistakes again.

    After clearing things up with you, i finally know the reason behind those doubts.

    I know family issues is holding you back. It is more complicated than i thought. Until that can be resolved, i know it is hard for you to move ahead. I really appreciate your honesty in telling me the reason for your hesistation and what is preventing you from moving ahead. It is good that you have already mapped out what could possibily happen in future. I guess in our situation, it is the case of possibly the right person but the wrong timing. I don’t know if I should stick it out with you now and wait till things get better (which is 3 yrs later), or is it better to break it off now and maybe try again later when things are better? I know that if i choose the first option, you may feel that it is unfair for me. I wish i have the courage to tell you that i do not mind, but the thing is even me myself is unsure if i really have the courage to do that. I wish i can be stronger. After telling me what happened, i know you are exploring the possibility of starting a platonic friendship for now. But it hurts to see you and yet we know that things arent gonna happen between us anymore, at least not anytime in the near future anyway. It's like so near and yet so far. Cutting you totally off the picture is another option. You lead your life, i lead my life. We will be stranger from now on. This thought pains me equally, or could be even more because that will mean that any link between us will be completely broken from now on. Other than the chances of us possibly bumping into each other during company's event, we will be total strangers.

    Tell me what i should do??? :'(


    Posted by 大路痴 @ 10:32 AM
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    Friday, December 17, 2010

    UPDATES

    Very hungry now... Can't sleep.

    That is why i am crazy enough to be blogging at this hour in the middle of the night.

    Life has been pretty hectic recently. Year end is approaching soon and i am still busy chionging for my sales. Time seems to tick by so fast ever since i join this industry. In the midst of all these, i realised that i hardly did any shopping nowadays. Or simply put, i became lazier to shop. Wahaahhaa.... But then again, x'mas season is here again! Listening to those x'mas carols and songs playing everywhere is like a hidden poison subtly hinting you to just go out and join in the festive spirits. Oh well... What to do? Since joining AC, X'mas season is another story altogether. To others, it is a joyous occasion that everyone looks forward to. But to us, it is like an alarm bell warning you that the end is near and you have only that little bit of time left to finish up whatever you need to do.

    Blame it on our culture! Haha...

    Truthfully speaking, we are rather "famous" for slacking in the first part of the year and only began working in the 2nd half of the year. This year is no difference. In fact, i should say we officially started working only in the last quarter of the year. Lol... Strangely enough, our whole agency force somehow still manage to match up with most, if not better than the other agencies in the whole of GE even though we started late. You know what that means? It means that playing hard and working hard is our culture too. Wahahahaa... That is the strength of our agency and I love AC because of this! After a rather disappointing year in 2009, i hope this time round i will have a happier ending at the finishing line. Last year at this stage i have given up. This time round it's different. I am so close already, almost smelling my goal. I believe i will be able to make it through this time!

    Anyway, i just did some x'mas shopping with JC at orchard yesterday afternoon. Again, that's the beauty of our job. We can go shopping anytime in the afternoon without applying leave or asking for permission :) Embarrassed to say, i hardly been to Orchard Ion. Everything appears starngely unfamilar to me, making me seem as though i am a tourist in my home country. Lol... JC also wanted to get a x'mas gift but since he has already gotten most of his gifts a few days before, he accompanied me to go get mine first. To be honest, sometimes i hate shopping in orchard. It is so big that i do not know where to start. Maybe once in a while, shopping with a guy is good because they are very focus and straight to the point. Haha... So JC gave some suggestions and we decided to proceed to CK Tang to have a look. After some quick browsing, JC and i saw something quite interesting. So i decided to get that for my gift exchange. After we were done, we proceeded back to Ion to get some other gifts for my friends and colleagues. I hope they like it. We went to City Chain after that to scout for JC's gift. Fortunately or unfortunately, i saw a solvil titus watch which i kinda like. Haha... It belongs to one of the newer range costing about $300 plus...

    Hmm... Should i get it? I am soooooooo tempted! Haha...

    Just to sidetrack a bit. I did not know that all City Chain's house brand comes with 5 year warranty for batt replacement. To think i even got my watch batt replaced at a small stall along bugis street for 5 bucks recently. The sneaky uncle still wanna charge me 8 bucks intially till i bargained it down. And what's the best part? The batt seems to last only for a short while and i have to constantly re-adjust the timing. $#^%+*&@. Arrgggghhhh!!! At least now i know where i can get a free batt replacement next time. Hmph!

    I just made another new discovery at ION (shit... i am starting to sound like a mountain turtle). They have Royce chocolate there! Woo hooo... I am so excited. Royce chocolate has always been one of my fav chocolate and to see one anywhere is like discovering a gold mine. I know some people claim that Godiva is the best, but to me, Royce still triump because it is more value for money and the taste is simply heavenly. The melt-in-your-mouth sensation is enough to give you an orgasm. Wahahahaa... I know it sounds gross. Anyway, that same night happened to be Mike's birthday feast at his house together with a couple of people from my group. So i decided to get him a box of the champagne flavour Royce chocolate for us to go along with the rest of the food. Yummy~ :)

    Oh, i am also delighted to finally get a new pen for myself recently! This thought has been playing in my mind for quite a while. To some people, a pen is just a pen. As long as it is able to write something, it does not matter how much it costs. Unfortunately, being in this job somehow makes me a bit brand conscious at times. After a while, it became not what i think, but rather how other people perceives you. I know it sounds superficial. But being in sales and service job, it is inevitable that most people like to work with people who are successful. And normally how do people judge whether a person is successful? The sad truth is, first impression counts. Personally i have first hand experience on this, having encountered so many different people as part and parcel of my job. That is why the way you dress, speaks, and the things you use or carry around became important. Especially for someone like me who is doing mainly cold markets, i only have that little bit of time to make an immediate impression on my prospect whom i met for the first time. Given a choice between an agent who wears singlet,shorts and slippers and another agent who dresses up in suit and tie, assuming all other things being equal, who would you rather get your policy from? I guess the answer is quite obvious here, isnt it?

    Anyway, here goes....


    Mont Blanc - When style meets substance...


    My first Mont Blanc Pen - Starwalker Resin Black Rollerball =)

    Rollerball with spring mechanism at the tip, barrel and cap made of black precious resin, Montblanc floating emblem in transparent cap-top, ruthenium-plated clip and rings

    The trademark white star emblem up close


    ♥ the floating star effect!


    Will this be a "sign"of bigger things to come? =)


    Posted by 大路痴 @ 3:25 AM
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